I sometimes forget to trust. I take my will and my way back and lose sight that the best is yet to come. That everything is going to be okay. In those moments I am living fear based. I am out of touch with reality and stuck in my head. Being stuck in my head can be a dangerous place. My disease lies there and can come in and distort my way of thinking, my consciousness, and lead me back into old thought patterns. It is a matter of breaking the thoughts down now. Trusting the process and trusting myself. I do this with the support and help of others. By being part of a community. Ask4Recovery & SPARKITE are communities that are growing by the day. They are dreams of mine and I trust in them, like I trust and believe in each of you.
I trust that the best is yet to come.
I choose to lead with my heart.
I will not give up on my dreams.